When you hit what seems like a new vein of resistance that you thought was a good idea, it feels intensely awful. This is not a bad thing. Bad feeling is not a bad thing when it leads you to give up what has been hurting you. You use thought to hurt yourself. If this seems like madness, it is because it is. But madness has a cure.
You think you are a you that can be hurt. That in itself is a thought, and it can be given up to the light of awareness. As you begin to see how thoughts make experience and perception, you easily give them up to the light of awareness, until the light of awareness seems to take up a bigger and bigger portion of your experience. As the light of awareness dawns, you see how meaningless and crazy were all the thoughts you used to make a you that can be hurt, the thoughts you used to hurt the pretend you. This time and space experience has been exactly like sticking pins in a voodoo doll of yourself, and now you are remembering how to stop the practice.
You always knew how to stop the practice. It’s just that before you believed that the practice of sticking pins in a voodoo doll of yourself got you something valuable and useful. As the light of awareness dawns, you can see how twisted this idea was, and now it is easy to let the idea go and accept the joy that is here for all. Change your fixation from error-based thought to what is actually here, and joy is guaranteed.
Do you want easy and quick answers from Spirit? Feeling shows you where you block them. Address what is attached to the feeling, and helpful answers, direction, and guidance flow. See this very much as uncorking what will be helpful to you and all. If you feel a not-good feeling without addressing the thought attached to it, the cork remains in place. Be gentle with yourself as you go. Each place where you have blocked the flow of love, you have done so believing that it will protect you and others. Now you see that true protection is behind the block, and any pressure you feel is always the great power of love that you sense, just waiting for you. It’s okay to release the pressure by allowing love to flow.
Allowing love to flow means just that. You don’t know the form love will take through you or anyone you call else, and that is fine. This is not about forcing your ego to perform what the ego has defined as loving actions. You can set all of that down. The flow of love will take care of everything for you. You as a separate one don’t have to take care of what is prior to and beyond the concept of a separate you.
No matter what you seem to be looking at, the beingness of God is behind it. Think of the ego speaking to you positively or negatively of something you look upon, but all you see is the brightness of the light of God shining within it. It would be difficult to focus on a surface and to try to evaluate it. All you can see is this light, and it is clear that it is very strong. Simply allow it to shine, and everything follows from there. All the guidance anyone needs in any situation follows from there.
When you feel like you are moving through sludge, it’s a glimpse into what reliance on ego thought gives you. This awareness helps you disregard ego thought, knowing its effect. There’s trudging through sludge with effort and struggle, and there’s following where the clarity of the flow carries you. You will know by how you feel when to stop and reorient. There is no need to drive yourself forward, to strain, to attempt to achieve. Here you are are, and everything is taken care of, planned, and supplied for you. Here everyone you call else is, and the same is true for them. Get used to thinking of everyone you call other in this way. They are fully supplied. They are supported. They are cared for. There is always a perfect plan for them. They are deeply loved.
You don’t have to supply that which makes up for deficiencies. You look toward abundant supply, the light that is strong everywhere, and you watch it turn into the forms that seem to meet people’s needs as they believe they have them. Look at the transformative power of the light, and allow it to be. This is you. This is the one you call other. You are this light together, and there is nothing either one of you has to do about it.
Your ticket Home is present within everyone and everything. Say yes to the ticket, and see what comes next. There is a “yes” available in every moment, even if your mouth seems to say no. Say yes to guidance being present. Say yes to light being the truth of everyone and everything. Say yes to everyone being deeply loved eternally. Say yes to everyone being cared for by Spirit with great tenderness. Say yes to everything that is real and right here, and it will be easy to say yes when something is asked of you. If it is not easy, then please do say no. Do not struggle. Simply look for what is real, listen, and remember the truth of you all forever.
You are always in great and loving hands, held tenderly and guided gently. As you learn to look toward what is real, you will see and feel this with great clarity that you can share.
Love's Beginning 